crecen

I am trying to fix me.

Nails included.

blank

Blank is the space left.

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&

& every song will tell you about me
& every melody will sing of me
& I will be hidden in every music note that gets stuck in your beat

un|for

You’ve taken many things from me. My heart, for example.

But, my eyeliner?!

I mean, some things have to be unforgivable.

trust

How can I trust myself, when I've let me down so many times?

destroyed

fake;


She approached the subject as she always did, she researched and read as much as she could.
"Suicide" she searched over and over until she could no longer find anything new.

And then she decided with her hands in the sand "I am going to destroy myself or die trying".

The reality is that self-injury is a completely different from suicide in that suicide attempts to end one's life whereas self-injury is a method to cope with life and continue living.

wrong

Of course there's something wrong!

I keep waking the fuck up in the morning.

Shit.

pain

enveloped

you've

all this

destroyed
darkness

I'm

messed

You pain me through.

subtle

It shows in the subtleties; the lips bleeding, the open corners of the nails.
But they'll never notice.

perspectivate

The world does not exists to please you. Said a voice from the sky.

Oh my GOD!!! NO!! NOOOOOO!!!

She cried.

I haven't always had what I wanted... !!! She said softly.
If you mean the candy bars your parents didn't buy for you, that doesn't count.

And there she stayed writhing in the floor of anguish; she couldn't have the exact color of nail polish she wanted, the poor thing.